i miss my family
i moved to germany 4 years ago

i live now with my mom, dad and sister

i have not seen my grandpa, grandma, cousins uncles etc.

i can only speak with them by phone
and everytime we do, we start criying because we miss eachother so much
but i have pictures,
and they have memories
and that is what keeps me going in life

the thing with my family is that we were always close
my grandpa was like my dad
he taugth me how to eat, speak and walk

and my grandma was like my mom
she taugh me manors in life

my uncles were like my brother
they used to teach me how to defend myself
and showed me the mexican rock

i miss them so much
but i keep on living because i know that we will soon leave this country

well, you have your own answers
he wint be gone, he is in your memories

dont let them die, cause then a bit of you dies in the inside
just try to move on
he is prob also in the same situation as you

well
there is only one thing that i can recomend you
just let the past be

you cant change what happened
you can only make the best of now

i am still stuck in the past and i am having problems adjusting to the future
so dont think too much about it

it is great tha everything is turning out for you
but you gotta also think what is best for the oposite

sure they need to know the truth
but you need to know, who is real and who is fake

people sometimes take you for advantage
i have been there and
NEVER AGAIN

miss talkin with you. how r you?

well, i guess that i am a dumbass
i let two very imprtant poeple leave my life
i got a second chance and blew it just like the first one